“It’s funny how a fun show like this, where you think you’re just here to play a game, can lead to so many epiphanies,” she remarked. “I’ve learned so much about myself. I’ve grown so much, and I feel angry about my old self like I wish I could go back in time and do things differently.”
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Above are the words of Chizoba, a contestant in the BBNaija reality show, who was, however, evicted on Sunday.
She said her experience in the house was phenomenally transformational.
During her diary room session with Big Brother, Chizoba reflected on the challenges of managing the emotional ups and downs of the competition, while expressing her appreciation for the overall experience.
“I’m on an emotional roller coaster,” Chizoba admitted when asked about the impending eviction. “One moment I’m happy, the next I’m down. It’s been a constant back and forth because of the nomination and tonight’s eviction. I’m trying to stay positive, but it’s difficult.”
“I would feel bad because I was hoping to make it to the end. I’ve gone so far, I just want to see the end,” she admitted. However, she added, “Eventually, I know I’ll be thankful. I’ve wanted to be here for years, since 2017. So getting the opportunity, I’ll be so thankful. I’ve grown a lot on this show.
“It’s funny how a fun show like this, where you think you’re just here to play a game, can lead to so many epiphanies,” she remarked. “I’ve learned so much about myself. I’ve grown so much, and I feel angry about my old self like I wish I could go back in time and do things differently.”
Despite the possibility of eviction, Chizoba expressed pride in her growth. “I can’t go back, but I can only do my best moving forward. I’m just thankful for this experience,” she said. “I’ll be very sad and angry if I get evicted tonight, but in the end, I’ll be proud of the growth I’ve experienced here.”
